Hey there! I just changed my blogskin :) It's a little user-unfriendly because you can't navigate my past posts by headings or hashtags. So i'm gonna update the codings, stay tuned! (The font's kinda hard to read too..other than these 3 peeves, i'm quite satisfied) Follow me on the links below! :) 29/4/2015.
Started this blog during the last few weeks of SEM1(AY2014/15) cos' i regained interest in blogging. I blog about anything - news, social issues, music - but mostly about my university life :) Hope my posts will help you to make better life (and module) choices! Currently a Sociology Major. Still fresh. xD
SOCIP on tuesdays are especially tiring. (Long day of lessons too..10am - 5pm with 1 hr break T_T) Either naughty kids, or too lil kids and i just feel damn bad for making the volunteers come down for nothing. One suggested to work closer with the families and get their commitment, but it's so hard.
Haven't been keeping up with reflections cos #hell week
But today i handed my kinda-long-time kid over to another volunteer and he seemed different. Like he kinda dislikes me for that :/ i mean it takes time to warm up to a person and i really didn't want to change the tutor but i can't let the volunteers come for nothing. OMG, i feel so bad and lousy today. Today was the lowest of the low, with only 9 kids. So unexpected cos i thought last week's response was really good. Thought the kids enjoyed the dance and would come back again.
I really wished i could talk it out with those 2 volunteers, but ugh im just too blinded by my negative emotions, feeling discouraged and lousy and bad and being a coward -_- Its nice when i can talk to some volunteers, form new friendships, those that click, and i like the kind of flat relationship we have. (i dont hierarchise HAHAH, i (at least, try to) see every volunteer as an individual) but there are some who are less approachable also..
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No one can teach physics on tues ):
I feel like i can't keep apologising for that inconsistent attendance on both sides, initially i did, but i realise it isn't really my fault, but at the same time i can't do anything about it. I don' t know. I could go up to their doors but what are we exactly trying to achieve here? We need you for our project so pls come down? Or are we saying you need help, so pls come down? Or should we allow such disappearances, but it really takes a toll on you. Especially when they're uncontactable.
Just blabbering
Ugh and my dad and mum keeps nagging at me over stupid stuff and using such hurtful phrases and im gonna tune out of it
Which is why i always remind myself to not be so harsh and say such stupid hurtful stuff to people, esp children, it has really serious repercussions
So, screw adults hmph
I just want some peace and quiet from dis busy day
*sigh*
Thank god i have nice cool awesome friends or i might just sink into depression and dieeeeeee
lol
SOCIP on tuesdays are especially tiring. (Long day of lessons too..10am - 5pm with 1 hr break T_T) Either naughty kids, or too lil kids and i just feel damn bad for making the volunteers come down for nothing. One suggested to work closer with the families and get their commitment, but it's so hard.
Haven't been keeping up with reflections cos #hell week
But today i handed my kinda-long-time kid over to another volunteer and he seemed different. Like he kinda dislikes me for that :/ i mean it takes time to warm up to a person and i really didn't want to change the tutor but i can't let the volunteers come for nothing. OMG, i feel so bad and lousy today. Today was the lowest of the low, with only 9 kids. So unexpected cos i thought last week's response was really good. Thought the kids enjoyed the dance and would come back again.
I really wished i could talk it out with those 2 volunteers, but ugh im just too blinded by my negative emotions, feeling discouraged and lousy and bad and being a coward -_- Its nice when i can talk to some volunteers, form new friendships, those that click, and i like the kind of flat relationship we have. (i dont hierarchise HAHAH, i (at least, try to) see every volunteer as an individual) but there are some who are less approachable also..
-
No one can teach physics on tues ):
I feel like i can't keep apologising for that inconsistent attendance on both sides, initially i did, but i realise it isn't really my fault, but at the same time i can't do anything about it. I don' t know. I could go up to their doors but what are we exactly trying to achieve here? We need you for our project so pls come down? Or are we saying you need help, so pls come down? Or should we allow such disappearances, but it really takes a toll on you. Especially when they're uncontactable.
Just blabbering
Ugh and my dad and mum keeps nagging at me over stupid stuff and using such hurtful phrases and im gonna tune out of it
Which is why i always remind myself to not be so harsh and say such stupid hurtful stuff to people, esp children, it has really serious repercussions
So, screw adults hmph
I just want some peace and quiet from dis busy day
*sigh*
Thank god i have nice cool awesome friends or i might just sink into depression and dieeeeeee
lol
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
my projects
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: Amelia Lim, 20 October.