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Started this blog during the last few weeks of SEM1(AY2014/15) cos' i regained interest in blogging. I blog about anything - news, social issues, music - but mostly about my university life :) Hope my posts will help you to make better life (and module) choices! Currently a Sociology Major. Still fresh. xD
Time flies, and now i'm officially a senior in school.
This year is especially uncertain, because i don't know what to do LOL.
In year 1, my aim was just to explore and happen to land into Socisoc and magic happened. :D
In year 2, i know i wanted to do CIP to contribute back to society, so i joined an OCIP and started SOCIP with Socisoc.
In year 3, i'm going exchange to Ewha in Sem 2, so i can't continue Socisoc as part of the EXCO anymore (not saying that i want to LOL hehehe) but yea, feels lost when such a huge part of your time is suddenly freed up. And you think about what you wanna do in life. Sometimes its easy to do what you wanna, like in Year 2 i wanted to do CIP, and i managed to do it, and made many friends :)) In year 3, i really dk what to do. And because some shit happened so i missed my sing auditions :(
I remembered that i really wanted to join Voice/Resonance in Year 1, ya but i failed voice and amplified auditions then head to Socisoc and never looked back since. Haha, just didn't make plans for this year lor. Well, the plan was exchange..but that's sem 2. Didn't plan for sem 1 :/
What do you wanna do Ame?
I have some regrets, like leaving SOCIP hanging, and not doing enough, though like almost everyone around me says it went well and good job and stuff lol. Ya, i'm gonna go tie up the loose strings. It felt like i'm still leaving it hanging, because i haven't completed the handover too. Meeting the next Gen Sec and SOCIP PD in the next few weeks wew :)
I wanna do more voluntary work too, but don't know where to start. Anyone wanna join me? LOL ready for jio. I signed up for the NUH programme by NVAC but no replies yet ei:/
Going for a NGO overseas internship next week, i might get one? Depending on how it goes.
You only realise how much it meant when it's gone.
Sighh. On these tuesday nights, i'll be at SOCIP. Nowadays i am just living in self-pity and lazy to drag my ass to boon keng lul. Do you think anyone will go if i jio. LOL.
I also need to earn money for my Exchange! Don't know if i can get my bursary. Sigh, I wanna fund my whole exchange myself ei:/ But don't really wanna work and study at the same time. Maybe i should start hunting for jobs cos all my plans are like tentative, and i'm just wasting my time away.
Then i'll think about how and why i'm conditioned to think that what i'm doing constitutes as wasting time LOL. State rhetoric, school rhetoric..capitalism..ya basically arts people just think too much LOL
Stop thinking, start doing!
KK just applied for part time job LOL, see how it goes. Don't know if this Freeboh is reliable anot LOL we shall see. If not i'll teach tuition ba. Not exactly what i want to do, but i don't mind i guess. When you need money :( If not i prefer to spend my time back at socip teaching the kids. I'm still planning and scheduling out my life LOL, dislike all this tentativity and uncertainty :/ Too long sia, too long doing nothing. :/
Time flies, and now i'm officially a senior in school.
This year is especially uncertain, because i don't know what to do LOL.
In year 1, my aim was just to explore and happen to land into Socisoc and magic happened. :D
In year 2, i know i wanted to do CIP to contribute back to society, so i joined an OCIP and started SOCIP with Socisoc.
In year 3, i'm going exchange to Ewha in Sem 2, so i can't continue Socisoc as part of the EXCO anymore (not saying that i want to LOL hehehe) but yea, feels lost when such a huge part of your time is suddenly freed up. And you think about what you wanna do in life. Sometimes its easy to do what you wanna, like in Year 2 i wanted to do CIP, and i managed to do it, and made many friends :)) In year 3, i really dk what to do. And because some shit happened so i missed my sing auditions :(
I remembered that i really wanted to join Voice/Resonance in Year 1, ya but i failed voice and amplified auditions then head to Socisoc and never looked back since. Haha, just didn't make plans for this year lor. Well, the plan was exchange..but that's sem 2. Didn't plan for sem 1 :/
What do you wanna do Ame?
I have some regrets, like leaving SOCIP hanging, and not doing enough, though like almost everyone around me says it went well and good job and stuff lol. Ya, i'm gonna go tie up the loose strings. It felt like i'm still leaving it hanging, because i haven't completed the handover too. Meeting the next Gen Sec and SOCIP PD in the next few weeks wew :)
I wanna do more voluntary work too, but don't know where to start. Anyone wanna join me? LOL ready for jio. I signed up for the NUH programme by NVAC but no replies yet ei:/
Going for a NGO overseas internship next week, i might get one? Depending on how it goes.
You only realise how much it meant when it's gone.
Sighh. On these tuesday nights, i'll be at SOCIP. Nowadays i am just living in self-pity and lazy to drag my ass to boon keng lul. Do you think anyone will go if i jio. LOL.
I also need to earn money for my Exchange! Don't know if i can get my bursary. Sigh, I wanna fund my whole exchange myself ei:/ But don't really wanna work and study at the same time. Maybe i should start hunting for jobs cos all my plans are like tentative, and i'm just wasting my time away.
Then i'll think about how and why i'm conditioned to think that what i'm doing constitutes as wasting time LOL. State rhetoric, school rhetoric..capitalism..ya basically arts people just think too much LOL
Stop thinking, start doing!
KK just applied for part time job LOL, see how it goes. Don't know if this Freeboh is reliable anot LOL we shall see. If not i'll teach tuition ba. Not exactly what i want to do, but i don't mind i guess. When you need money :( If not i prefer to spend my time back at socip teaching the kids. I'm still planning and scheduling out my life LOL, dislike all this tentativity and uncertainty :/ Too long sia, too long doing nothing. :/
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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: Amelia Lim, 20 October.