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Started this blog during the last few weeks of SEM1(AY2014/15) cos' i regained interest in blogging. I blog about anything - news, social issues, music - but mostly about my university life :) Hope my posts will help you to make better life (and module) choices! Currently a Sociology Major. Still fresh. xD
You were being you, and I knew you.
I think i knew you.
I couldn't like you for the way you are, and I guess you knew it better than me.
So i tried, even though it didn't felt right.
So thank you for breaking it off.
I don't like to live my life hating someone so this is the best reason i can think of, for me.
I used to always think, why did you give up so easily.
But c'mon, let's face it, we were deceiving ourselves.
I was deceiving myself.
I knew it wasn't right to begin with.
But every journey has its ups and downs, its confusing moments.
Emotions trample over reason.
And i thought it'd get clearer, but it got worse.
Sometimes i felt like i became the worst version of myself after knowing you.
Sometimes, it feels so hard to accept someone.
I guess i didn't know myself then.
Maybe cos you knew it all along.
I was angry, but i couldn't show it.
I was lost, but i couldn't show it.
Because I know it wouldn't change anyway.
Still, i held on, but you broke it.
Wouldn't it be better to be friends in the first place?
Why even bother.
You were being you, and I knew you.
I think i knew you.
I couldn't like you for the way you are, and I guess you knew it better than me.
So i tried, even though it didn't felt right.
So thank you for breaking it off.
I don't like to live my life hating someone so this is the best reason i can think of, for me.
I used to always think, why did you give up so easily.
But c'mon, let's face it, we were deceiving ourselves.
I was deceiving myself.
I knew it wasn't right to begin with.
But every journey has its ups and downs, its confusing moments.
Emotions trample over reason.
And i thought it'd get clearer, but it got worse.
Sometimes i felt like i became the worst version of myself after knowing you.
Sometimes, it feels so hard to accept someone.
I guess i didn't know myself then.
Maybe cos you knew it all along.
I was angry, but i couldn't show it.
I was lost, but i couldn't show it.
Because I know it wouldn't change anyway.
Still, i held on, but you broke it.
Wouldn't it be better to be friends in the first place?
Why even bother.
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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: Amelia Lim, 20 October.